Oh Yeah, I.

Prophecy

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 09:23:57 GMT

I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well,
I can drive damn fucking well.

PAPARAZZI

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 15:13:07 GMT

Why, as we are one day further away from birth, we are more and more expected to know how to live and take pride? Why, as we are one more day away from the crybaby we used to be, we are more expected not to cry or tear when things happen? Why, as we take up the responsibility of starting to work, we are expected to be financially independent of parents? I really really do not get the idea of what are expectations all bout? Don't appear as if you hardly expect anything from your special one, when deep down that subconscious mind, you are actually demanding a lot but just that because we are expected not to expect, we are only allow to do away with the expectations in secrecy.

I don't like the idea of being expected to do something, because I don't really do anything just to impress. I do what I like, I say what I think, I go wherever I want, and allow my emotions to go where my heart takes. But because of this big damn expectation thing, we upset people even on a third degree basis...

CONFESSIONS

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 16:14:46 GMT

1) I cant find any F21 spree right now to stock up new lingerie :(
2) I've always envied people with the amazing ability to nourish their entries with pictures cause I am sucha lazy bum when it comes to that... I mean, what is FB for seriously
3) Extremely feel like partyingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg AH POW BU YAO SHA LE WO

HEHEHEHEHE...

Paranormal activities

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 16:38:22 GMT

Actually its true..
Relationships only end because
1) people are too egoistic,
2) too sore bout giving in,
3) tired of trying over n over again,
4) willing to try to move on.
5) sarcasm is the biggest of bitch

Let's never go there, shall we..

Hahaha right..

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 08:53:50 GMT

I WILL FUCKING SUCK MY THUMB

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 16:11:25 GMT

If we could switch roles and you can jolly well suck it in.. But if this is expected of me, you should just spare me all the shit..

:)

Happy 5th, sugarcupcakes :)

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 15:41:39 GMT

Suddenly at a loss of what to type..
Every time I wanna say or do some thing, my mind fails me. Damn sad, I think I need a brain transplant.
But.. what if the doctor says no brain is detected.
Next week is gonna be hectic yet again, and slacking for the month at work has come to an end. Figured I should stop wasting my youth away playing Bejeweled in the office all day; before and after lunch... and, seriously, earn some money for my boss hahahahah..
Also I realised I have been drinking twice week in and out and it is really really bad because every time I do, all hell breaks loose. Not that I am hell, but they call me hell, they call me crazy, thats not my name.. thats not my name.

And what's new, zouk is so calling out for me on friday.. right.
Frankly I clearly know I am not out to ruin or jeopardize any shit, just that I am too obssessed in making merry..
So really who cares right!

I don't know why..

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 14:45:16 GMT

One time too many, we pray to God for a smooth journey we had planned for ourselves, wasn't it supposed to be taking in stride whatever lies in God's journey for us?

Sigh..

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 13:14:33 GMT

For the love of Lord Jesus, Boyfriend's worries and Girlfriends' safety, I would check into Zouk Rehab for a minimum of one month, unless otherwise with Babyboy ♥

It is not gonna be easy given the amount of energy level I have; I really think my body is functioned to behave like a man because I can report to work, then a run after work and then straight to partying and then waking up for work, ending my day with another driving lesson and yet still sit my sorry ass down in front of the laptop to output a proper entry?
A & E, if we fail to fulfil this, we must kua ji kua lan pa tgt ah, don't care..

Last night was an epic failure, it isn't at all funny.
Aight, going into a coma til the next morning right now.
Good night, world.

Paint the town, Shut it down, Burn the roof, and then do it again

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 16:14:31 GMT

Monday - Work then run then 500 Days of Summer; it is awesome bitch!
Tuesday - Driving then work then homely dinner at babyboy's house!
Wednesday - Work then run then see how it goes afterwhich HAHAHAH
Thursday - Work then driving then meet sugarcupcakes
Friday - Work then driving then bbq with cutepiehoneybunnies
Saturday - Work then drink, get drunk and die
Sunday - Nurse all mothers of hangover, and a tentative tanning plan in mind

PACKED OR WHAT?????????

Paradox

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 17:12:49 GMT

There comes a point when you just love someone. Not because they’re good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn’t mean you’ll be together forever. It doesn’t mean you won’t hurt each other. It just means you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it.

So damn beautiful

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 16:54:45 GMT

Part of me feels sad cause I have to sleep early on a saturday night, but the rest of me is kinda looking forward to the whole of next week, where heaps of activities are all waiting up on me to fulfil them :) Yaaay!!! Gotta be contented with life then only it gets better right????
FYI, it's first driving lesson tomorrow and my considerate boyfriend just warned me not to knock any one down tmr.. Nabei

Okay, gotta ciao!
P.S - Over my dead body would I ever let myself marry such a lousy man who is ever lacks in planning, drive and intelligence to know what's good enough for himself! People just don't change, do they..

MY OFFICE JUST BLACKED OUT

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 08:53:33 GMT

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BEJEWELED IS SO FUCKING ADDICTIVE, IT'S AS IF I CAN GIVE UP DRINKING, PARTYING, MASTURBATING, BOYFRIEND, EATING AND DRINKING JUST TO GLUE MY EYES TO THE GAME.
SO UNLESS YOU ARE COLOUR DEFICIENT OR YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO USE A MOUSE, YOU SHOULD START PLAYING IT AS OF NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you still treasure your first

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:42:22 GMT

"Is running in the stadium, and then paying $1.50 just to enter the gym to enjoy the heater in a bath, a damn fail thing to do?"
"Of course not!!!!!!!! In fact I would reward myself for the run with it?"
Hehehehe!

Looking at the five of us earned a flash back too many. Like as if every one of us is in a midst of walking out of this crossroads, ready to take a bolder step out to see what is awaiting your arrival?
One treats achieving greater academic heights as utmost priority, some still pursuing and seeking their dreams, and many others still stuck in a dilemma whether to enter into another whirl of studying like a dog.

Like many others, I don't even know if I should allow myself to go through another series of heartaches? I mean, how many value the idea of degree and yet, how many more prefer to look at your experience you have been building up thus far.. Yes, and likewise, my heart desire is still for trying again next year, and that probably includes getting rejected once again. But I figured I was actually too ambitious the first time round in terms of the choices I made, and IF, I am willing to eat the humble pie and probably apply for something within my means, I guessed there shouldn't be much of an issue? But really, who enjoys tasting the second best if you have tasted the best? Oh well, I really don't know because if you must know, every time some one talks to me bout this shit, I really feel like ten mini thumbtacks just got shoved into my big toe; fucking sore.

As of now: running, doing weights, laughing to heart's content, partying (sometimes), sipping coffee at starbucks, sweet talking my boyfriend, and flirting with my girlfriends. No vice, no shit right?

Oh right, if you feel like mundane has somewhat became your best friend, you could possibly go for a run now, because seriously if you actually manage to crawl back home after mad partying, why is a half an hour run to you?

Wake up your idea la ah.

Nobody moves, nobody gets hurt

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 16:03:59 GMT

On our way to lunch..

A: Hey, what if my eyes are criss-crossed like 'thisssss', will you still love me?
S: Oh, maybe you can answer your own question after you learn that my nostrils are 'thisssss'' big?
E: How bout if my bunny teeth, and double chin like 'thissss', will you love me then?

On our way back from lunch again..
A: I know XX definitely doesn't like me, but he is just damn damn damn nice to me?
S: Wah lao seriously not, I bet he has designs on you, no shit.
E: Or maybe he has patterns on you eh?
A&S: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH WTF E I swear you are fucking lame!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well, how am I to survive the next 4D3N in the office without them? I wanna meet E on Saturday night at the airport immediately after she touches down, but I figured babyboy is so gonna know I am too lovesick of her. Sigh, fine, be that way.. I will run, gym and perspire like mad for the 4D3N of not being having you all around.. at the stadium, in the gym, and club.

Sniff.

The only way to prove that you care

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 16:12:00 GMT

Drinking so much last Wednesday, Friday and Saturday was no pure safisfaction..
So I bloody woke up my own idea today;

1) Booked driving lessons with the only instructor I could find in my phone book,
2) Gonna take up some random lessons somewhere over the rainbow; flower arrangement, pottery, cooking or something. Just joking, will show my money some justifications!!
3) Will probably pass canto lessons, unless Grace or Jocelyn OR any good ol' samaritan is finally willing to teach me
4) Run thrice instead of twice each week
5) Will stop procrastinating the decision bout going under the knife, right Alice?
All boys and girls, you should really curb on drinking and partying n enjoy the real meaning of life yeah baby...

Zouk this friday any body?

SPARE ME LA AH

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 07:21:49 GMT

I THINK MY LIFE HAS REACHED A NEW LEVEL OF STAGNANCY, I CAN JUST DIE AND ROT IN MY OWN SLUMS, EVEN THE MOSQUITOES SNORT AT MY SIGHT AND BEAR SECOND THOUGHTS BOUT BREEDING ON ME, THE SPIDERS ALSO FIND MY BODY TOO SMELLY TO EVEN CLAW A WEB ON ME.

PARTY EVERYDAY PARTY EVERYDAY

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 16:48:34 GMT

Because we consume alcohol more often than we do of plain H2o nowadays, it doesn't mean we are given the permission by courage to do or say things we should not or cannot.
Think: Tell a guy he is hot even though he really is, because that would only stroke his ego,
Dance with a guy when on a high just because it was too dark to make sure you are only doing that with a hot one
Tell your ex boyfriend he is disgusting or you miss him too much
Start fighting with your boyfriend and picking on all the old emotional debts which have only expired

Not going into details bout sexual intercourse, drink driving or even violency because that would be an extra mile there.
Then again, who are you to decide what is a must or must not do, seriously.

What the f?

waiting for the world to change

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 12:03:51 GMT

Why do I always wanna get out the house when I obviously knew home is the place to be

SOME TIMES

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 16:17:13 GMT

Over a span of 20 years, there would indefinitely be a point in life when you undergo a drastic difference in you, be it for the better or worse. It tears you apart from the indifferences you have had been stagnantly living with and then attaches you with a lot of new challenges, opportunities and of course in an entirely different environment.

Actually I have got a lot of thoughts all jumbled up in my mind, bottle necked. Still, my fatigue consumption has reached its pinnacle I don't think I can register all of my churning thoughts into a proper entry. Maybe tmr, again?

Hiatus, from all the parties for now because Boyfriend like a angry yawl

TWO HUGS

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 16:59:20 GMT

Justifications to why I have been feeling annoyed and unaccomplished;

1) Planned to hit 300,000 on Bejeweled Blitz which obviously was an epic failure.
2) Promised to run 3 times a week but only managed to hit twice for the past one month.
3) Was all ready to learning driving but as of now, I can't find the ideal driving instructor. Not ideal ideal, but if you have been talking to me, you'l be feeling me cause I am slightly unbothered to explain.
4) Planned in secrecy since two months ago to get Babyboy an iPhone, but am now flatly rejected by him. Okay fine, not exactly a flat rejection. Just trying to wallow into an extreme self pity a bit because he figured it wasn't practical enough for a vespa rider like him, and also for the over whelming need to text his girlfriend 24/7 like his.
5) I was 3/10 alcohol infused a couple of days ago and have spilt excessive alcohol into my blackberry. For the third time. First it was my camera which has apparently showed too many signs of dysfunctioning, second it was my old blackberry and now another one. Seriously, why cry over spilt alcohol? Yes, two reasons to which why you should because of the price you had to pay for your electronic gadgets, and the liquor.
6) Wore like a 5/10 skanky whore today and Babyboy's mummy appeared a lil displeased
7) Have been ranting bout the cantonese lessons I have been dreaming to learn but nowhere seemed to hold any classes for me
8) Need to invent pepperspray in the quickest time due to the incoming Deepavali and the increasing number of Indians in my town desperate for money to be imitted back to Blangalore or Mumbai. Whats new! It's procastination again
9) Amy & Eunice will soon be heading to BKK and I will feel like shit all alone in the office
10) Oh well, depressed or what!

:( x 10

We are all prostitutes crookers

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 16:42:32 GMT

Sometimes I believe God wants to try me, both now and later; I must become good through my own efforts, without examples and without good advice. Then later on I shall be all the stronger.

-Anne Frank

I'm neither trying to brag my sorry ass here nor am I attempt to act like some rich fucks, but the sad truth is, I fucking saved so much money and its all stored up in my bank because my boss refuses to grant me holiday leave until December, but fuck you who the fuck flies during peak period, excepts for all the rich fuckers down town. Oh and did I also mention the last time I took a leave was on my birthday? Oh that was an utter 4 months ago.. I see. Therefore, each time you think your life is like crap, you can come here and F my life because I am so like a loser reporting to work every single day, and heading home at night to play Bejeweled. Awesome!

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 08:44:06 GMT

Like stupid ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 03:57:47 GMT

I'm happy with how my alcohol tolerance have taken a level higher over the course of drinking, not because I need to boast about it so much, its not as if it is any where near goddamn good for now?
Like the minority scary few, I am a violent drunkard which means I would start instigating or initiating an argument or fight when alcohol infuses the system. People say there are so many categories; emotional, crying, happy, sleepy, dancing, horny, and of course violent. These kinda drunkards have been proven to be a kinda nature trait that would stick to you and in lay man's term, it is something you cannot control when in subconsciousness. So too many incidents to haven proven what kinda drunkard I am; hahahahahahaah!!!

1) Fought with bar maid at the counter cause I deemed them too bitchy,
2) Pushed the bouncer away as I wondered to myself why should I be afraid of them just because they are massive n humongous.
3) Verbally assaulted the staff who allowed me to enter or exit the club just because he stopped me walking in due to a full house
4) Shouted at a random stranger just because he doesn't know how to turn on the flash when offered to help to take pictures for us, in the dark.
5) Stared and asked some ah bengs what is their problem when they look at me and my girlfriends, accidentally
6) Pointed middle finger at some guys and asked them to F off if they come too near me in the club for their own good
7) Pushed an innocent woman away, and then accusing her of pushing me

Hahahahahah they are seriously no joke matter, if you had been nice enough to have gone through all these with me and have testified these to be held true. Thats why I said, there is almost nothing to be proud of hur hur
There are too many incorrigible verbal mishaps, to even think I am suitable to appear in a club, but as of now I would start to curb on my little bitchy self when exceeded highometer.
:) But then again, Baby has testified and witnessed the entire transformation in me recently --> less vulgarities when on a high!!!!!! heeheehee

With that said, I should quit taking my boyfriend's kindness for his weakness to even continue letting me to party and immediately demure into a submissive lil woman when on a high instead. Hahahahah crankiest entry ever

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 08:26:30 GMT

If I could, I would buy a one-way air ticket to Disneyland,, play the fuck out of myself, and never come back here